"Then, 10 days later, my doctor called to give me the results of some tests that he had run. I was in Los Angeles, getting my makeup done -- because everything happens to me when I'm in the makeup chair -- for an appearance on 'Ellen.' I had the phone to my ear, and he told me that the tests came back as 'female fetus, normal.' He was reading off a chart, reassuring me that there wasn't some chromosomal abnormality. But all I heard was 'female,' and I fell to pieces. I was picturing Bryn with a little sister. Two little girls in rain boots."