Selena Gomez sounds a little bit like she's losing it …
The "Hands to Myself" singer is clearly having a weird week. On Friday July 22, the hit maker turned 24, kicked off the international leg of her "Revival" tour with a show in Jakarta, Indonesia, and then the following day posted a shocking Instagram in which she stated she felt, "extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music." And yes, you didn't read that wrong, the 24-year-old spelled inauthentic -- "unauthentic" and everything about that makes us cringe.
The post, which was a screen grab of note she wrote on her phone, also said: "I've never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or video could define me. I act on a moment and fear something hasn't happened. I am stagnant, I stay still and don't just sit with myself first and ask 'Is this where I am, whole heartedly?'"
But her sad post, which she shared with her 91 million followers, didn't just stop there -- Justin Bieber's ex went on to lament, "I've always told the truth. I am always true to my word, I've show the person who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally. Had to get that out."
Along with the image of the note, the moody brunette captioned the post, "Not being negative about anything I've done. I'm grateful for every single moment I get here -Indonesia you were LOUD and clearly inspiring. Love you so much."
We have no idea what the cryptic messages are referring to -- but whatever is going on doesn't sound good!
The pop star is usually quite active on social media, but in the past two weeks hasn't posted anything other than this shocking and somber Instagram.
It's very possible that the stress of touring is wearing on her psyche. On Monday July 25, the "Come and Get It" singer performs at the Malawati Indoor Stadium in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. On Wednesday, July 27, she performs at Singapore Indoor Stadium in Singapore.
Apparently, the singer also got pretty emo during her Friday night concert, reports Entertainment Tonight. Before she sang her song "Kill 'Em With Kindness," the performer, who was wiping tears off her face, told the crowd in Jakarta that, "The next song, before I go home, is a song that's so important to me because I get really frustrated, I get stupid sometimes, I say things that I don't mean. Or that come out wrong just because I care so badly."
The teary-eyed singer went on, "But the thing is, at the end of the day, no war in anger was ever won. I do know that deep down in my heart that I have to believe that we can love each other and always be kind no matter what it takes in us. I believe that we can do that, no matter what."
It sounds like Selena's having a tough time -- maybe she just needs a hug and a nap?
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