Kim Kardashian West dropped a bombshell during the Nov. 25 episode of "Keeping Up With the Kardashians." While talking to little sister Kendall Jenner and Scott Disick, the notoriously clean-living star revealed that she'd used ecstasy when she was younger.
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"I got married on ecstasy the first time [to music producer Damon Thomas in 2000]. I did ecstasy once and I got married," she said, adding, "I did it again. I made a sex tape. Like, everything bad would happen… Like, my jaw was shaking the whole time."
The sex tape she's referring to is, of course, her 2003 romp with then-boyfriend Ray J, which brought her worldwide fame when it was made public in 2007.
But now sources close to Ray J are disputing Kim's claim, telling TMZ that Kim was not high on the drug when they filmed those incredibly intimate moments.
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According to TMZ's Ray J sources, "Kim took no hard drugs nor did she drink alcohol during the filming of the sex tape," TMZ writes. But Kim did, they claim, use another drug: "She smoked pot around the time the tape was made … and it was from a pipe shaped like a penis," TMZ writes.
The real reason Kim's jaw was shaking? According to TMZ's Ray J sources, it's not because she was using drugs but because she was having sex.
The "Love & Hip Hop: Hollywood" star is "offended" by Kim's suggestion that "she did the sex tape because she was in a significantly altered state," TMZ writes, explaining that — according to sources close to Ray J — Kim was into making the tape from start to finish.
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Kim, however, isn't backing down from her version of events, TMZ notes. "Sources close to Kim tell us she stands by the claim she made on the show — she did in fact take the drug before the tape was shot — and she has nothing to gain from lying about it at this point in her life."
TMZ further reports that Kim feels she learned a valuable lesson about the perils of using drugs and that those experiences with ecstasy made her decide to stay away from illegal substances and alcohol as she got older.