She also implies that she hopes to work things out with Egor.
This all comes as reports say that she has not only split with Egor, but that he is moving his stuff out of her home, which is also causing an issue.
The London-based actress, who fled the United Kingdom after the duo's balcony blowout fight, took to Instagram on Tuesday to try to give her 4.7 million followers a look into her mindset.
"Dear friends. I'm good and well. [At the moment] I am taking time for myself with good friends. I am sorry that I've exposed certain private matters recently. I was acting out of fear and sadness...," she captioned a snap of her captaining a boat, which seems to be an odd choice.
"We all make mistakes. Sadly mine have always been so public," she wrote. "I have done a lot of soul searching in the past years, and I should have been more clear minded rather than distract from the good heart that I have."
She continued, "Social media comes with the territory of the business and the world we now live in. My intentions were not meant to send mixed messages. Maybe things can be fixed... Maybe not.. I hope they can. But I am 30 years old and I do deserve a #GENTLEgiant Life is about love and light. Not anger 🙏 Thank you to those who stand by my side."
Lindsay's love life has made headlines this week after she took to social media to post a string of bizarre messages about her fiancé, claiming he was cheating on her with a Russian hooker. She also implied that she was pregnant.
The two were also filmed having an epic blowout fight on her balcony where she pleaded for help and accused Egor of trying to kill her. Cops eventually kicked in the door.
On Monday, she pleaded for privacy.
Following all this, Lindsay's dad, Michael Lohan, sent text messages to Egor -- someone he has praised in the past -- threatening him (Think Liam Neeson in "Taken").
Then on Tuesday, TMZ reported that Egor went to Lindsay's apartment with his mother to move out his belongings. The oft-troubled actress had staffers there, though, and they said Egor and his mom were trying to take her prized Marilyn Monroe pop art, a custom painting she had done based on her 2012 Playboy shoot.