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"Real Housewives of Atlanta" star Kim Zolciak has split with her mystery millionaire fiance "Big Papa" -- again.

"I'm not engaged anymore," she told Tuesday at the 2009 Fox Reality Channel's Really Awards. "Big Papa and I ended it. At the end of the day, he will always be the love of my life, but it's time for me to move on."

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Asked if there's a chance for reconciliation, she told Us, "No."

She said that her relationship with NeNe Leakes is also over.

Earlier this year, reports surfaced that Leakes tried to strangle Zolciak after an argument. On an episode of The Bonnie Hunt Show (airing Wednesday), Zolciak confirms, "She did strangle me. So that breaks a friendship, right?"

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Of Leakes, Zolciak told Us, "I've just moved past it with NeNe, and I think her true colors have really surfaced, and they will continue to do so. I wish her the best."

As for "Housewife" Kandi Burruss (whose ex-fiance, Anthony "AJ" Jewel, was killed Oct. 3), Zolciak said she is still mourning.

"It's been very difficult," she told Us. "I went to the funeral on Friday, and I don't think I have ever been that sad in my whole life. I don't want to see my friend upset. It's terrible. It's something that will stay with me for life."

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She told Us Burruss "is strong and she will pull through, but she is devastated. I walked out of the funeral thanking God for my blessings and just realizing that in a matter of a minute, your life can be over."

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